Sunday, December 16, 2012


Assalamualaikum !

the date had comes, and i really really appreciates for those give me so much strength and do support me in what i am achieving in my life !

ALHAMDULILLAH, this date, im turning to 22 years old ! syukur masih diberi waktu untuk bernafas dimuka bumi Allah :)
weyyy, tua sudah ! perangai cam budak budak lagi sape nak jawab tuh ? hahaha

alhamdullilah, im raised with full of mom's love..she meant so much to me..
tanpa ibu dan doa ibu siapalah kita, tak berkat hidup kalau tanpa restu seorang ibu nie..
tak terbalas rasanya jasa dan pengorbanan seorang ibu neh..
semoga ALLAH sentiasa merahmati IBU ! T_T

thanx jugak for my love ones,susah senang sesama ! tapi tahun nie macam sedih, achek tak datang pon perlis !! huwaaaaa, tapi takpela.. ade masa kite senang ade masa kita susah ! but, u still OWE me big present baby !!! take note that !

and tak lupa jugak buat kengkawan yg celebrate my day ! kite dapat dua kek oke !! hahaha, makan smpai muak yaww !!

so, this is :

thanx guys :)

GENTING here we go !!!

Assalamualaikum my bloggarian ! 

since dah lame sangat tak update neh,rase janggal teramat ! hahaha *jangannakpoyosgt ! wakaka

weyy,bersawang suda blog neh !
kesian dye yeee,maaf lah..banyak sangat keserabutan sampai terlupa aku ade blog ! hahaha
since last sem punye cite smpai dah abes semester 6 tak terhapdet pape ! 


so bule la nak cite skit even tak banyak ! kan !! padahal bukan ade sape pon nak bace, BUT ! AAK !
tulis blog nie sebenrynye untuk kepuasan sndiri yaww,bukan utk org tatap or watsoever..
kalau ade yg nak singgah tu,terima kasih bebanyak ! ;)


actually takde pape sangat nak hapdet, tp untuk pengetahuan sape yg nak tawu semester nie la sem paling banyak aku main n berjalan ! yaallah,tuhan jela tawu duit aku habes kat mane je ! start sem je dah berjalan smpai GENTING ! yang sronoknye sbb last minute plan, n maen redah je pegi ! haha,semata mata. alhamdulillah perjalanan kitorang pergi n balik dilindungiNYA ;)

so nie,jela yang ade n bole diceritakan :

meet my all KPTM frens ;)

nampak tak perangai kat sini ! haha

me & u ;)

tuhan je tawu pening aku camne naek mende neh :(

my buddies ;)

love :)

she's d'best partner :)

so had so much fun with all my love ones ! ;)
next trip insyaallah SINGAPORE ! wwiiieeeeeee :)

p/s: only pictures speak the memories ! :)

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

island with LOVE ! :)

hye my dearest blog readers. haha *macam hado pulakk, puii.
da lame sangat asenye tak hapdet, bukan je bersawang, habuk tebal dah pon blog neh.
btw, since ade cuti seminggu before start intersesi sempat la hapdet puas2. 


lassttt payyypeerr, hell yeahh. insyaallah lulus dengan jayanya. wakakaka

maaf maaf TERriak pulak. haha, TER oke :)
 insyaallah dengan izinnya lulus, tapi nak score tuh belum pasti. dah berusaha, doa dan tawakal jela. 

may this sem bring new spirits. kuikuikui

pas abes exam arituh, kelam kabut kemas barang nak pindah umah. malam tuh kemas malam tuh jugak angkut barang masuk rumah baru, HAHA, nampak tak betapa tak sabarnye nak pindah umah ? wakaka, bukan pe, cuma dah tak tahan sangat nak stay umah lama, punca dye OWNER umah tu. can ape je.
skunk da dapat umah baru, owner pon baek je. insyaallah stay lama kat situ.
gambar rumah baru akan menyusul kemudian. hehe :)

14.07.12 & 15.07.12

instant vacation, yyeeaaayyyy. last minute plan :)
thanx yayang bawakkan. even tak sempat nak jenjalan sangat. tapi tetap happy. 
love you more !

pegi island sehari jek ngan kengkawan dye. but best moment ever.
lagi best sebab dapat shopping chocolate macam orang gile. yeeeeaaaayyyyy *motif utama pegi bercuti dah tercapai. wwiiieeeeee :)

next vacation, genting here we come.... insyaallah :)
ending. save the date.

p/s : lots of love <3

Monday, May 28, 2012

what actually ?

guys always don't bother what actually girls want !

girls want a guy that can OPENLY says !

"yes, that's my GIRLFRIEND and yes, i do LOVE her"

can you ? huhu

unspeakable ! :'(

p/s : talk less ! sorry :'(

appreciate before you'll regret ! *sadstory :'(

-Love is everything, appreciate it before you regret when you lose it-

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes..

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting 
CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce. At least, in the eyes of our son — I’m a loving husband...

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

p/s : y should men find another spouse while they have a loyal wife instead ? just appreciate n thankful with what u have ! :)

Thursday, May 24, 2012

spontaneous thursday #6

p/s : positivethinking :)

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

wordless wednesday #7

p/s : missingretardedly :(


*berhabuk blog aku dibuatnyee

betapa lame lah tak hapdet sampai belog tukat pattern baru pon aku tak tawu. haha *jakunponade

rindu sebenarnye nak hapdet blog neh, tapi sebab banyak sangat keje and tak bape nak hado mase.

tu pasal la berhabuk belog neh.

sedang menanti cuti sem yang lagi sebulan lebih tu, jangan tanye kenape aku menjoyah kaw kaw dengan belog neh. hihihi

nak cakap rindu je sebenarnyee :) *kbai

p/s : rindu gula hati saye ! :'(

Monday, March 5, 2012

perasaan yang paling ohsem !

hari pertama dah rase macam ni.
rase nak nanges lelaju !

ya allah. tabahkan la hati ni.

sedih yang maha sangat !
penat yang maha sangat !
letih yang maha sangat !
sakit hati pon yang maha sangat !

oke, semua YANG MAHA !

p/s : bekukanhati ! :)

new spirits !

start new sem with :

new spirits :)
new life :)
new mood :)
new record :)
new habit :)


gojes + ohsem result.

insyaallah ! :)

p/s : semoga sentiasa berada dalam lindungan dan diberi keberkataan oleh-NYA , Aminn :)

Sunday, March 4, 2012

tabah lah !

- AWAY- :|

p/s :

sometimes itslasts in LOVE, but sometimes it HURTS instead ! :|

p/s/s : aku mohon supaya aku menjadi seorang yang tabah dan sabar ! :|

Friday, March 2, 2012

jiwa kecut !

M.A.L.A.S ! 
perkataan terbaik untuk saat dan ketika ini ! wahaha.
malasnyee nak fikir pasal belajar !
malasnyee nak fikir balik kampus !
malasnyee nak kemas barang barang !
malas nak susun jadual yang clash !
malas.malas.malas ! sentap bhai !
nak tambah cuti lagi bole ?
kejap je rase dah sebulan lebih kat umah ni.. huhu,
bakal stress dengan homework + saimen yang buat jiwa dan mental jadi psiko ! :'(
bole tak kalau jadi student yang takde keje + saimen sume ! arrgghhhh.
tinggal lagi 2 hari je nak menikmati tilam bantal makanan kat umah ! wawawa
2hari = 48 jam ! *jiwamengecut :'(

p/s : kbai ! :) *kuserusemangatitu ! HAHA

Thursday, March 1, 2012

get well soon !

p/s : encik boo|boo !

yayang yang degil lagi nakal ! hahaha,
cepat sembuh, jangan buat orang risau kat sini !
jangan lupe makan ubat, pantang makan tu sikit ! jangan maen bedal je makan !
maaf tak dapat melawat yayang !
promise nanti kite jumpe ok !
take care of yourself n get well soon !
i love you !

Wednesday, February 29, 2012


hati sangat sensitif sekarang ! kenape ? aduyaii,
cepat sangat nak terasa,
cepat sangat nak sentap !
sakit bile ade perasaan macam nie !

p/s : away !

Monday, February 27, 2012

tolonglah !

manusia nie memang susah nak APPRECIATE ape yang dorang dapat kan ?
susah sangat ke nak HARGAI ape yang orang dah bagi tu !
saket hati betul lah.
fine ! pasni aku buat je cara aku.

manusia ni pulak belajar la BERSYUKUR sikit dengan ape yang dah ditakdirkan tuh.
'takdir dihujung usaha' ! paham !
tak payah la nak bersembang gempakgempak dengan aku, nanti ALLAH tarik balik bg kau rase ape yang aku rase baru kau tawu !
bikin hangen jee ! tak reti jaga perasaan KAWAN langsung !

semoga aku lebih tabah nak hadapi hari mendatang ! :(

p/s : maaf tersembur api kemarahan kat sini ! :'(

Saturday, February 25, 2012

saya sangat perlukan awak !

yeee. AWAK ! 
saya betulbetul perlukan awak di saat, minit, jam dan waktu SEKARANG !
dah 3BULAN tak jumpe! lamenyee.. *sangat PJJ kan ?
tapi takpe, saya masih sayangkan awak !
terima kasih sebab jadi pendorong saya,
terima kasih sebab nasihatkan saya yang susah nak dengar nasihat ni ! :p
terima kasih sebab buat saya gembira tyme saya sedih !
terima kasih buat otak saya fikir mane baek dan buruk ! *sbb saya rase saya dah mula pk ape yg awak cakap.
terima kasih bangunkan saya bila saya jatuh !
terima kasih sebab sayang saya. ahahah









p/s : saya rindu encik boo|boo saya ! :p

Monday, February 20, 2012

instant vacation ! :)

Salam 1 blogger ! :)
currently baru balik vacation dengan family.HAHA
padahal bukan la vacation sangat pon, ikut mama g kursus je.
dah memandangkan satu family pegi, kire berjimba sekali la ngan adek adek kan. :) phheeww :)











akhirnyee, tercapai jugak nak jejakkan kaki kat free tax island ! woohhooo, ohsem :)

p/s : planning for the next vacation with <3 ! :)
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